"I'm not good enough"... This feeling crawls into my head way to often lately, it just hurts, I can't help finding myself with this question in my head again and again. Why? Maybe the simple answer is because too many people just make me feel like this and some days I am just not strong enough to face the pressure anymore, to not care anymore. I am not perfect, I'm far away from it and I am confronted to this every day, that I am probably too old, not pretty enough, not skinny enough or not happy enough... Superficial thoughts surround me too often and people are usually scared of my deep feelings, emotions and dreams, of the fact that I do live 100%, in good or bad times... that I can get very enthusiastic about things and care so very much when I like someone, that I also can be very sad and find loneliness in darkest places... and also that I have these thoughts, of not being good enough for whoever or whatever. It is stupid. Please get it out of my head... Tonight I can't save myself.
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