Step 1: throwing everything over board that brings me drown, if I can't
carry it, there is no need to take the pain of a burden that will only
hold me back.
Step 2: stop the illusions and games, I won't play them anymore! I don't have anymore energy to run after someone who doesn't see me. Once and for all, I will try not to fall back into my old role of victim and letting people use my kindness.
Step 3: don't always doubt myself so much, be stronger - I define myself, not the world out there or people who throw me away...
I am not worthless because you don't love me.
Step 4: love is the most precious thing we have in this world... love without regrets, live the fire but don't let it strand on ice cold shores.
Step 5: Focus on people who truly care about you, not on the loss and pain... Even tho this is the hardest lesson some days because it takes a lot of strength, even worse when you suffer from fear of loss like I do but I can overcome the fear.
- to be continued -
Step 2: stop the illusions and games, I won't play them anymore! I don't have anymore energy to run after someone who doesn't see me. Once and for all, I will try not to fall back into my old role of victim and letting people use my kindness.
Step 3: don't always doubt myself so much, be stronger - I define myself, not the world out there or people who throw me away...
I am not worthless because you don't love me.
Step 4: love is the most precious thing we have in this world... love without regrets, live the fire but don't let it strand on ice cold shores.
Step 5: Focus on people who truly care about you, not on the loss and pain... Even tho this is the hardest lesson some days because it takes a lot of strength, even worse when you suffer from fear of loss like I do but I can overcome the fear.
- to be continued -
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