I had a moment of meditation, sitting in the gardens of Sydney in the sun and reflecting on life. I started to write down everything I want and everything I don't want, everything I like about me and everything I don't, just to get this in and out of my head. It was freeing and I realized so many things in just one small moment, it all did fall into place. Even if I went through a lot of pain and hurt in the last months I just had this one perfect moment of happiness and freedom of mind that changed a lot. I know it will take a while to really get the pain out of my soul, maybe it will stay there forever but it should be covered with the many positive things I experienced lately and I will take this into a new reality, not grieving anymore for the loss I suffered or the loneliness I am in. I know one day this one love will come to me, the romantic, deep and passionate artist soul that will make me feel even more complete, dream with me, love and laugh and just feel this pure and unique connection between two beings. Until then, I am complete myself, right now, with so much love inside and ready to walk on a new path.
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