There is a vicious circle spinning in my head that I need to break, the self destructive thoughts turning around the "not good enough" and "rejection" feelings are breaking me, exhausting me slowly… and I always face the same behavior and same actions and it brings back the same scenarios of madness in my head, I can't and won't take it anymore. I will break out of this and try to be ok with how I am, I am not only a shell that you can judge from the outside, I am so much more and it will show… I am not bad because too many people rejected me, left me or just lost interest in me.
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