2012 has been so full of emotional overloads, disappointments, sadness and surprises, the only things that made these hard times a bit better were my travels and my photowork development. I am now concentrating on these two things, giving all my love and heart and passion to art and music and travels because this is what makes me most happy, makes me feel fulfilled and complete. I don't even want to fall in love again now, I have love and I dedicate it to my art and my friends and travels. I have faced too much hurt and lies... people pretending to like me but in the end only throwing me away, a friend who meant the world to me passing away, having to start from scratch in my job life, being left alone and backstabbed by people I thought I could trust, enduring the ugliest sides of jealousy from "colleagues" who only created senseless drama and invented shit to make me look bad, being told the worst things from someone I used to love... and finally, seeing my soulmate with someone else (and I will always wish him well, no bad feelings, never)... this was just too much to face and I can't take anymore pain. I will escape for a while, to the other side of the world, as far away as possible, healing and just doing what I love doing most: photography.
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